When the wind blows

It's cold and dark outside.

I miss things being easy :) But I love things being different. I've been homesick, but then things just seem to turn out almost-perfect. This is definitely not what I expected, but then I had stupid images of everything being just so... straight-forward, 123. No questions, life would sort itself out and I'd watch it go by with a smile and not a care in the world.

I'm afraid that I'm doing things the wrong way actually, but I hope that everything will work itself out. I always was a very passive person. You can walk all over me and all I'll do is bitch behind your back, don't worry.

Well, I think we worked things out in the end, but then stuff happen and I question myself. We'll see how it goes, I guess. All I can is turn my face slightly towards the sun (that unfortunately likes to hide away these days) and smile.

You're just so comfortable.