Your thing is music. Mine is this.

"I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

The truth hurts
A lie is worse

There's nothing left to say"

I regret the reliance, but not us. We should have done it differently. But what's done is done. You can't change the past. Let's just look forward to the future. Whatever that may be. I'm letting go now.